Rschall76

I'm angry you've betrayed me you've betrayed my trust just for your lust to be lazy and hazy in your decisions with your crazy visions of being better than everyone but you're better than no one you think you are so fun but you are the one the one people mock the one that people talk about you let me down without a doubt

My great grandmother Has a problem And I can't remember I can't remember I can't remember What she has But it makes me kinda sad What was I saying I don't remember What were we talking about My great grandmother Has a problem And It plagues the elderly It makes them forget It hurts others It damages It breaks It makes me Want to forget Want to forget Want to forget That it's Alzheimer's -Rschall76

I don't understand We were close together We were a band Then it's whatever “I like you” “you're different” The things you told me Are they truth Or lies “you're special” “I miss you” These words They haunt me They watch me They follow me Never truly leaving Always stalking “I want you” “No I need you” Creeping Crawling Scratching Clawing Inside me Now we don't speak I don't understand.. -Rschall76

I'm so confused my minds abused the things I'd do the things I do these things you knew but still you threw it all away to drive me crazy? to make me lazy? to play me… maybe -Rschall76

Thoughts of you it brings me back back to the first day back to our first hey! it's hard for me to say I don’t miss you my feelings have been askew and have been subdued and all I do isn't enough for you you don't care I've been there but the thing is sometimes caring can be painful it can be strenuous it can break you or change you but for some it's worth it think about that. -Rschall76

I'm alone and sad but happy and glad to be alive and to thrive but the life that drives withers and writhes to cling to someone to be with someone to have that someone for this to be true to be done with you is easier said than done because you are so much fun your smile your laugh your… you -Rschall76

Home was a place I once lived; nice, quiet, peaceful. I don't know what to expect when I'm not doing what I love, chores, but what I do know is that I can hear the hum of the A/C, and the sounds of the house settling.But something was amiss, noises not normally heard at night, like nails on a chalk board, and heavy feet pounding on the wooden floor boards,  squeaking like mice with every step, closer and closer it sounded...You turn around to see nothing, and the noise stopped, so you assumed you were just crazy. It's getting late now but you haven't heard anything so you decide to do the dishes while you watch TV. As you flick the lights on